I am really gambling now. Teacher and most of the people are all guessing that students took the test this time are much better than before, and even the usual data can't show perfectly what school we can get into right now.

I was sure I would have to take the second test, but I wasn't well prepared to face it. How would my heart obey me, and follow my teacher's wishes. I always tried to encourage my classmates not to be afraid, and they all said I always am so good and I don't have any pressure. Even I have it, I will still try to forget it. But now, no one can explain my mood besides myself.

There is one thing that I certainly understand. The thing that I try to hide.

I am standing at the edge of a cliff, and with a little carelessness I will fall in.